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About Me Member Procrastinator OujiHime22/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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So what the heck happened to me?

Fri Jul 17, 2009, 3:31 AM
Long story short I stopped trying to make everyone happy and decided to try to make myself happy for once by being who I really am rather than struggling with myself to be what was acceptable to everyone else. I am still dolling, still gaming, still doing artwork, but I chose to share it less. I suppose maybe I'll start actually working on the things that I put off within this struggle. I've got a newer Deviant art where I plan to upload any new artwork I may create. Along with this account I leave behind everything that chained me before. If you really wish to know what that means, or even to know or contact me again you can find out how on my new DA so here's the link:

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  • Mood: Peaceful
  • Listening to: uhhn tss - bloodhound gang
  • Reading: This screen
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Music
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: ... o.O coke?

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  • Current Residence: Kentucky
  • Interests: Art, Music, Anime, And much more
  • Favourite movie: The Fifth Element
  • Favourite band or musician: Many
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock
  • Favourite artist: Luis Royo
  • Operating System: Mac
  • Favourite game: Too Many To Chose From
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2/DS/NES
  • Personal Quote: >.>;
  • Tools of the Trade: Graphite, Charcol, Technology

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:iconbewiz:
I took art last year in ninth grade. It was prolly easier though, hehe.

I made it out alive. Woot.

Yeah, I know.
I was just disappointed at Ani.
Like, a lot.
Which is why I know I'll prolly come back.
I know all I'm gonna do is deal with more arguments and crap.
And since I'm PMSing, I just feel more depressed about it.
I guess I just expected more people to talk to me after I left...
So I'm kinda being more nostalgic of how I felt lonely on the computer, and this is one of those times.
Which is why I haven't been on much.

At least I have Connie (Bunnygirl) to talk to at my school. <3
Otherwise I'd be feeling miserable since I lost my best friends.

Me too. Anxiety sucks.

Yus you will. x.x

It is!

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"Can you stand on y o u r head?" CHESHIRE CAT
:iconbewiz:
Awwe, thankies X3 <3
Ever since I left Ani, I've felt a lot of weight lifted from my shoulders so XD
I really needed it.
Now I can stress about math : D

And I'm gonna go drive for the first time in mah life toodeh! 8D
(I hope I don't crash into anything XDD'';)

And I know the site might be sold x.x
And thank you for the reassurance and stuff n.n
I just think I can't go back until Roah and Kino are gone XD
Which is why I say I have no idea when I'd come back; but it might be a long time x.x

And it's okies! XD
Everyone has stress, it's just the reason why I mention mine as if it's deadly is because I have high anxiety, so I take it a lot harsher and crap XD
And the pill I took that made myself not that high anxiety-ed I was allergic to so x.x
I've been stress-o-matic lately XD
And the Ani drama wasn't setting too well.

And that's why I never mentioned if I was upset or stressed out until it basically bursted out of me.
'Cause I didn't want people to be all 'D:' over it and like, didn't want them to think I was a drama teen or something XD

And thankies Ouji! X33 <3333
I'm glad you still do XD <333
And I will have to put you on my Messengers because I really like talking to you XD
X333 <333 *feels loved right now* XD <333
I LOVE OUJI TOO DARNIT D:< *HUGHUGHUG*

It must've been rotten to the core...
WHY DID THE PURPLE EGG BETRAY ME? D:

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"Can you stand on y o u r head?" CHESHIRE CAT
:iconbewiz:
x.x If I did come back, it might not be awhile. I stayed longer than I would've without the people there, so yeah x.x
Just some of the things said really just immediately changed my decision to wait a week.
And I really needed to leave for myself.
I've been staying for them kinda the past two weeks.
I was staying to see if it got better.
But, hopefully people won't think I left them x.x
I really need less stress; especially since school has been hard on me, and all I could think about was Ani.
But, I can't really say when I would come back.

Please know I really wish I was there D:
I really wish I could be there and stuff.
But I didn't like stressing out every night.
It's not healthy and I've been kinda stressed out enough in school and family kinda.

So, just remember I'll always be here to talk to.
I hope you guys don't think of me badly.

I'm at least proud that I didn't let myself freak out.
I handled it more maturely this time x.x
I admit that I didn't do the best job explaining.
I won't lie; that was my own error XD

Damn purple egg; ruined my Ani life XD'''

(*tries to joke to make everything better maybe?* D: )

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"Can you stand on y o u r head?" CHESHIRE CAT
:iconpsypsynel:
thank you for the fav! :)

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Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it.
:iconiamac:
No, we used graphite and ink too, but mostly we used charcoal. happy new year to you too!!!! well i guess i'll see you at school in a couple weeks eh?

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Adventures are funny things, and they always begin with the unexpected. But the best adventures of all are the ones that never end.--unknown
I am not afraid, Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior, in him I will trust.
Thanks orepookpook for my icon
:iconiamac:
no i dont have advanced 3-D, i havent even had 3-D yet, i just know its time consuming, and i just kinda figured drawing something 3-D and studing it would help when you actually put it in 3-D...although you probably wont be making any 3-D peppers or fruit still lifes though...but maybe. the concept made more sense in my head...but whatever. yeah i love chalks!!!! theyre so fun to work with!!!! so is charcoal, but randy didnt really like the fact that i worked so dark, so if i do a piece thats not a human, in charcoal now, it'll be dark again...me like dark!!! talk to ya later^_^

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Adventures are funny things, and they always begin with the unexpected. But the best adventures of all are the ones that never end.--unknown
I am not afraid, Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior, in him I will trust.
Thanks orepookpook for my icon
:iconiamac:
yeah, you have easy classes...well except 3-D, but mostly cause its so time consuming. oh...drawing I with Randy eh? you'll have fun, he's good, but be prepared to stare at boring still lifes for two and a half hours each class. it does help you get shadows and whatnot right, it'll probably really help you in 3-D to get perportions, shadows and angles right.

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Adventures are funny things, and they always begin with the unexpected. But the best adventures of all are the ones that never end.--unknown
I am not afraid, Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior, in him I will trust.
Thanks orepookpook for my icon
:iconiamac:
well, i havent got more hours yet, but hopefully i will. i will be putting stuff up soon...just gotta find time to do some scanning. i dont know my grades cause ive been busy and lazy and i havent checked them yet, next semester i have Fundimentals of Animation, 2D Animation, General Physcology and Intro to Theator. what do you have?

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Adventures are funny things, and they always begin with the unexpected. But the best adventures of all are the ones that never end.--unknown
I am not afraid, Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior, in him I will trust.
Thanks orepookpook for my icon
:iconiamac:
Im busy with work, hopefully i'll get more hours soon, but other than that, i've had no time to do anything else. in the next weeks though i'll have more time to surf the net, draw and maybe upload some stuff on here, but im not sure bout that, my internet's really slow, i might have to wait till school starts up again to upload stuff...but i'll talk to ya later.

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Adventures are funny things, and they always begin with the unexpected. But the best adventures of all are the ones that never end.--unknown
I am not afraid, Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior, in him I will trust.
Thanks orepookpook for my icon
:iconiamac:
Hello!!! what's up now that your outta school?

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Adventures are funny things, and they always begin with the unexpected. But the best adventures of all are the ones that never end.--unknown
I am not afraid, Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior, in him I will trust.
Thanks orepookpook for my icon

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