Long story short I stopped trying to make everyone happy and decided to try to make myself happy for once by being who I really am rather than struggling with myself to be what was acceptable to everyone else. I am still dolling, still gaming, still doing artwork, but I chose to share it less. I suppose maybe I'll start actually working on the things that I put off within this struggle. I've got a newer Deviant art where I plan to upload any new artwork I may create. Along with this account I leave behind everything that chained me before. If you really wish to know what that means, or even to know or contact me again you can find out how on my new DA so here's the link:
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I made it out alive. Woot.
Yeah, I know.
I was just disappointed at Ani.
Like, a lot.
Which is why I know I'll prolly come back.
I know all I'm gonna do is deal with more arguments and crap.
And since I'm PMSing, I just feel more depressed about it.
I guess I just expected more people to talk to me after I left...
So I'm kinda being more nostalgic of how I felt lonely on the computer, and this is one of those times.
Which is why I haven't been on much.
At least I have Connie (Bunnygirl) to talk to at my school. <3
Otherwise I'd be feeling miserable since I lost my best friends.
Me too. Anxiety sucks.
Yus you will. x.x
It is!
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"Can you stand on y o u r head?" CHESHIRE CAT
Ever since I left Ani, I've felt a lot of weight lifted from my shoulders so XD
I really needed it.
Now I can stress about math : D
And I'm gonna go drive for the first time in mah life toodeh! 8D
(I hope I don't crash into anything XDD''
And I know the site might be sold x.x
And thank you for the reassurance and stuff n.n
I just think I can't go back until Roah and Kino are gone XD
Which is why I say I have no idea when I'd come back; but it might be a long time x.x
And it's okies! XD
Everyone has stress, it's just the reason why I mention mine as if it's deadly is because I have high anxiety, so I take it a lot harsher and crap XD
And the pill I took that made myself not that high anxiety-ed I was allergic to so x.x
I've been stress-o-matic lately XD
And the Ani drama wasn't setting too well.
And that's why I never mentioned if I was upset or stressed out until it basically bursted out of me.
'Cause I didn't want people to be all 'D:' over it and like, didn't want them to think I was a drama teen or something XD
And thankies Ouji! X33 <3333
I'm glad you still do XD <333
And I will have to put you on my Messengers because I really like talking to you XD
X333 <333 *feels loved right now* XD <333
I LOVE OUJI TOO DARNIT D:< *HUGHUGHUG*
It must've been rotten to the core...
WHY DID THE PURPLE EGG BETRAY ME? D:
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"Can you stand on y o u r head?" CHESHIRE CAT
Just some of the things said really just immediately changed my decision to wait a week.
And I really needed to leave for myself.
I've been staying for them kinda the past two weeks.
I was staying to see if it got better.
But, hopefully people won't think I left them x.x
I really need less stress; especially since school has been hard on me, and all I could think about was Ani.
But, I can't really say when I would come back.
Please know I really wish I was there D:
I really wish I could be there and stuff.
But I didn't like stressing out every night.
It's not healthy and I've been kinda stressed out enough in school and family kinda.
So, just remember I'll always be here to talk to.
I hope you guys don't think of me badly.
I'm at least proud that I didn't let myself freak out.
I handled it more maturely this time x.x
I admit that I didn't do the best job explaining.
I won't lie; that was my own error XD
Damn purple egg; ruined my Ani life XD'''
(*tries to joke to make everything better maybe?* D: )
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"Can you stand on y o u r head?" CHESHIRE CAT
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Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it.
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Adventures are funny things, and they always begin with the unexpected. But the best adventures of all are the ones that never end.--unknown
I am not afraid, Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior, in him I will trust.
Thanks orepookpook for my icon
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Adventures are funny things, and they always begin with the unexpected. But the best adventures of all are the ones that never end.--unknown
I am not afraid, Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior, in him I will trust.
Thanks orepookpook for my icon
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Adventures are funny things, and they always begin with the unexpected. But the best adventures of all are the ones that never end.--unknown
I am not afraid, Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior, in him I will trust.
Thanks orepookpook for my icon
--
Adventures are funny things, and they always begin with the unexpected. But the best adventures of all are the ones that never end.--unknown
I am not afraid, Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior, in him I will trust.
Thanks orepookpook for my icon
--
Adventures are funny things, and they always begin with the unexpected. But the best adventures of all are the ones that never end.--unknown
I am not afraid, Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior, in him I will trust.
Thanks orepookpook for my icon
--
Adventures are funny things, and they always begin with the unexpected. But the best adventures of all are the ones that never end.--unknown
I am not afraid, Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior, in him I will trust.
Thanks orepookpook for my icon
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